I just wanted you to know that, if you're good to me, ill be very good to you. if you're bad to me,ill be very bad to you. Its fair okay? Don't judge me if you dont know me. You maybe know my name but not my story. this is it,my life. full of happy&sad moments (; i love my life. i just dont want to keep enemies. i'm so emo tonight. idk why but whatever it is, i just want to say sorry to everybody. im sorry if i ever make you mad,cry or sad. i didnt mean to do that. i wanna change to the better person. i know im bad sometimes,i know that im selfish sometime. but whatever it is, for friends,ill do anything. if you know me much,you will know the real me and why you want me. i also can be annoying sometime. that because i want to make you laugh or happy. then, you said im annoying. nevermind,i accept everything. i also got familys,friends & bestfriends problems. i just want to solve everything. but, one by one k? my life,full of bittersweet. yes maybe sometime, i laugh or smile. but, deep inside me ,im dying & sad. i just want to make everybody happy. i want to make everybody smile. but,i cant. i always wanted to help animals and humans. when i grow up,i want to help everybody. i want to have my own money and donate it to the people who need money. i just hope everybody understand my feelings. to be honest, my own family dont understand me. everything,i just keep it in me. sometime, i want to share it somebody. but, i dont trust anybody. well, i also wish i can have a bestfriend that i can share my full life story with. i also wish my parent/sisters understand me. all i can do is,pray to Allah. i ever think to use hijab & change to the better person. without Allah,im nothing. insyaAllah,ill use hijab and sembahyang 5 waktu. Not too late to change right? (; I just dont want anybody to judge me. Okay,im done. I dont know why i feel like crying. im not an attention seeker. this is what i feel now :'(
Sunday, 27 November 2011
hello.
Assalammualaikum & Hello. To everybody that reading this post, keep on reading.
I just wanted you to know that, if you're good to me, ill be very good to you. if you're bad to me,ill be very bad to you. Its fair okay? Don't judge me if you dont know me. You maybe know my name but not my story. this is it,my life. full of happy&sad moments (; i love my life. i just dont want to keep enemies. i'm so emo tonight. idk why but whatever it is, i just want to say sorry to everybody. im sorry if i ever make you mad,cry or sad. i didnt mean to do that. i wanna change to the better person. i know im bad sometimes,i know that im selfish sometime. but whatever it is, for friends,ill do anything. if you know me much,you will know the real me and why you want me. i also can be annoying sometime. that because i want to make you laugh or happy. then, you said im annoying. nevermind,i accept everything. i also got familys,friends & bestfriends problems. i just want to solve everything. but, one by one k? my life,full of bittersweet. yes maybe sometime, i laugh or smile. but, deep inside me ,im dying & sad. i just want to make everybody happy. i want to make everybody smile. but,i cant. i always wanted to help animals and humans. when i grow up,i want to help everybody. i want to have my own money and donate it to the people who need money. i just hope everybody understand my feelings. to be honest, my own family dont understand me. everything,i just keep it in me. sometime, i want to share it somebody. but, i dont trust anybody. well, i also wish i can have a bestfriend that i can share my full life story with. i also wish my parent/sisters understand me. all i can do is,pray to Allah. i ever think to use hijab & change to the better person. without Allah,im nothing. insyaAllah,ill use hijab and sembahyang 5 waktu. Not too late to change right? (; I just dont want anybody to judge me. Okay,im done. I dont know why i feel like crying. im not an attention seeker. this is what i feel now :'(
thanks for reading (;
I just wanted you to know that, if you're good to me, ill be very good to you. if you're bad to me,ill be very bad to you. Its fair okay? Don't judge me if you dont know me. You maybe know my name but not my story. this is it,my life. full of happy&sad moments (; i love my life. i just dont want to keep enemies. i'm so emo tonight. idk why but whatever it is, i just want to say sorry to everybody. im sorry if i ever make you mad,cry or sad. i didnt mean to do that. i wanna change to the better person. i know im bad sometimes,i know that im selfish sometime. but whatever it is, for friends,ill do anything. if you know me much,you will know the real me and why you want me. i also can be annoying sometime. that because i want to make you laugh or happy. then, you said im annoying. nevermind,i accept everything. i also got familys,friends & bestfriends problems. i just want to solve everything. but, one by one k? my life,full of bittersweet. yes maybe sometime, i laugh or smile. but, deep inside me ,im dying & sad. i just want to make everybody happy. i want to make everybody smile. but,i cant. i always wanted to help animals and humans. when i grow up,i want to help everybody. i want to have my own money and donate it to the people who need money. i just hope everybody understand my feelings. to be honest, my own family dont understand me. everything,i just keep it in me. sometime, i want to share it somebody. but, i dont trust anybody. well, i also wish i can have a bestfriend that i can share my full life story with. i also wish my parent/sisters understand me. all i can do is,pray to Allah. i ever think to use hijab & change to the better person. without Allah,im nothing. insyaAllah,ill use hijab and sembahyang 5 waktu. Not too late to change right? (; I just dont want anybody to judge me. Okay,im done. I dont know why i feel like crying. im not an attention seeker. this is what i feel now :'(
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