friends.

arigato. so today im jst gonna talk abt this oneeeeeee special girl. ill never find someone like her (; there's a good and bad part. so,beware? hehe.


good part izzzz :
she's fine,she's cute and beautiful. she understand me much? haha. sometime lah k? not always. she know how to make me laugh. sometime, she understand me and i just love her. eventho we always fight, at last we will forgive & forget. but guess what? this time, i delete her from facebook. im so mean ;( but, she always find me and said sorry or what. so,i forgive her :p


bad part izzzz:
i hate it when we talk,she do her whatever face reactions. like seriously? hahah. and she's annoying sometime (; she love my ex. ok i know,whatever lah. sometime,when we fight, she said like all of my secrets to peoples? perlu kah? -.-' and more. i just dont wanna make her feel down. i love her bah. dah dah enough.


p/s; im just being honest. not mean k? you ask me to be honest. we fight until i delete you on facebook. im just trying to protect you. but you take it wrongly ._. you get it now? i dont wanna fight bah. like seriously? we always fight and just stop it k? im trying to change too. step by step (; im done. bye.

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I'm Sorry :(

Rapheal Jolly

Hai Rapheal. I'm sorry abt the chatbox thingy that day. Im glad that i have you in my life. You're zee best red bitch ever. I love you evil! i dont know why you remove me from your friendlist. maybe you hate me? but whatever it is, ill never ever forget you. im really-really sorry abt that day. everything just fucked up that day. i feel like killing myself -.-' im sorry okay? you're cute chubbeh. i miss to chat with you! please rapheal,im sorry :( remember my name? Sharmine Jolly. remember our jokes and laugh? remember when we gossip abt people? awh. i miss that much. pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase, im sorry :(

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it's monday!

Assalammualaikum & Hello everybody ;)
so,today is monday and its holiday! i cant wait for next next friday. singapore baby singapore! i can't wait to go shopping. cotton on,topshop and others wait for me okay? and, dad said that he want to buy a new blackberry phone for him. i said,his old blackberry give me laaaaa. then he dont want :'( suddenly, he said ' later we find blackberry for you okay?';) i was like omgggggg serious? haha. im so happy and excited now. waiting for my dad to finish shower. cause im going to shower and go to parkson with him! 
uh oh, i wanna share smthg. you know right, sometime girls feelings change. lol im not playgirl but im confuse with my own feelings. but whatever it is, i still love him okay? i just said that im confuse with my own feeling. nah, just forget abt it. and now, if you're using blackberry, please give me your bbm pin kay? just comment below,tweet me or chat with me in facebook.


and,last night i fight with 'HER' she love my ex but she try to hide it. at last, i think and think, i ask her. do you like my ex? cause the way she treat my ex is so different and romantic. she was like, so worry abt him. i break up with my ex bcos of something private. and then, my ex still love me. but then, 'her' were so worry abt him still loving me and whatever. lol. like seriously? whatever it is, i already settle this thingy last night. i chat with my ex just now and he said, ' i dont love her' okay. now, its depend on her and him. idc anymore abt them, but its look so ugly if i just break up with him and now, my bestfriend love my ex -.- okay enough. bai,

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hello.

Assalammualaikum & Hello. To everybody that reading this post, keep on reading. 


I just wanted you to know that, if you're good to me, ill be very good to you. if you're bad to me,ill be very bad to you. Its fair okay? Don't judge me if you dont know me. You maybe know my name but not my story. this is it,my life. full of happy&sad moments (; i love my life. i just dont want to keep enemies.  i'm so emo tonight. idk why but whatever it is, i just want to say sorry to everybody. im sorry if i ever make you mad,cry or sad. i didnt mean to do that. i wanna change to the better person. i know im bad sometimes,i know that im selfish sometime. but whatever it is, for friends,ill do anything. if you know me much,you will know the real me and why you want me. i also can be annoying sometime. that because i want to make you laugh or happy. then, you said im annoying. nevermind,i accept everything. i also got familys,friends & bestfriends problems. i just want to solve everything. but, one by one k? my life,full of bittersweet. yes maybe sometime, i laugh or smile. but, deep inside me ,im dying & sad. i just want to make everybody happy. i want to make everybody smile. but,i cant. i always wanted to help animals and humans. when i grow up,i want to help everybody. i want to have my own money and donate it to the people who need money. i just hope everybody understand my feelings. to be honest, my own family dont understand me. everything,i just keep it in me. sometime, i want to share it somebody. but, i dont trust anybody. well, i also wish i can have a bestfriend that i can share my full life story with. i also wish my parent/sisters understand me.  all i can do is,pray to Allah. i ever think to use hijab & change to the better person. without Allah,im nothing. insyaAllah,ill use hijab and sembahyang 5 waktu. Not too late to change right? (; I just dont want anybody to judge me. Okay,im done. I dont know why i feel like crying. im not an attention seeker. this is what i feel now :'(

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hello.

Assalammualaikum & Hello. To everybody that reading this post, keep on reading. 


I just wanted you to know that, if you're good to me, ill be very good to you. if you're bad to me,ill be very bad to you. Its fair okay? Don't judge me if you dont know me. You maybe know my name but not my story. this is it,my life. full of happy&sad moments (; i love my life. i just dont want to keep enemies.  i'm so emo tonight. idk why but whatever it is, i just want to say sorry to everybody. im sorry if i ever make you mad,cry or sad. i didnt mean to do that. i wanna change to the better person. i know im bad sometimes,i know that im selfish sometime. but whatever it is, for friends,ill do anything. if you know me much,you will know the real me and why you want me. i also can be annoying sometime. that because i want to make you laugh or happy. then, you said im annoying. nevermind,i accept everything. i also got familys,friends & bestfriends problems. i just want to solve everything. but, one by one k? my life,full of bittersweet. yes maybe sometime, i laugh or smile. but, deep inside me ,im dying & sad. i just want to make everybody happy. i want to make everybody smile. but,i cant. i always wanted to help animals and humans. when i grow up,i want to help everybody. i want to have my own money and donate it to the people who need money. i just hope everybody understand my feelings. to be honest, my own family dont understand me. everything,i just keep it in me. sometime, i want to share it somebody. but, i dont trust anybody. well, i also wish i can have a bestfriend that i can share my full life story with. i also wish my parent/sisters understand me.  all i can do is,pray to Allah. i ever think to use hijab & change to the better person. without Allah,im nothing. insyaAllah,ill use hijab and sembahyang 5 waktu. Not too late to change right? (; I just dont want anybody to judge me. Okay,im done. I dont know why i feel like crying. im not an attention seeker. this is what i feel no :'(

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outing (:

Hello baby! I'm back :p 
yesterday,outing with ze bestie. sadly,Sheila cant join us cause she's in KL now. Take care baby!
kay,back to the topics. yesterday was so fun and fun fun fun fun! at first, me,lela & esther walk with my smexy mummy. then,we go to starbucks,supersave,reject shop,sugarbun and more! 
and guess what? i meet some of my enemies there. one of them use my clothes bcos,bfore we're so close and we always share each other clothes. she use my clothes and walk with her friends? boo shame on you girl! kenja gik ya :p ops. i dont think so people know the real you. and one of them,fight with me just bcos of her bestfriend. lol. its not my fault but her bestfriend faults (; whatever lah. mummy were so good today and yesterday. she call me 'baby,sayang & darling' hahaha. so sweet okay? im still at lela's house. waiting for mummy to pick me up. then me and mummy go pick daddy up at the airport. STARBUCKS! yaaaaaaaaaay. chocolate cream chip,yummy. i love to update my bloggie now. hope all of you read it and love it k? this is my blog,my story. 


oh uh, attention to my HATERS!
don't judge me,everybody make mistakes & dont judge me by my past cause everybody change :) okay? you dont know what i feel now or what i've been through. so,shut up.

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haaai.

Hello loves ones ;) yes,i deleted the posts that I dont like. I changed my background now :p It's simple but nice,right? thanks to LELA for helping me doing mah bloggie. Im at Lela's house now. Sleepoverrrr! now,its 12:19PM and lela is still sleeping. so,i decided to update my cutie pie blog. oh,lela write abt me in her blog. so sweet okay? ill write abt her too. but,not now. I just hope all of you like my background and dont forgot to click the 'follow' button. I just cant wait to go to high school. i'll just ignore the haters and what i want to do when im in high school is, to study hard and make my parent proud of my results. i dont wanna make them sad and cry just because of my results! no i wont okay? promise. ill make both of you proud :) 

oh you know what? lela's brother always make me shock. hahaha :p me,lela,aniel and her brother sleep at the living room. her brother snore out loud then stop aftr that snore out loud again. hahaha make me really shock! i wanna wake lela up. but im scared :p i guess she sleep at 6am eh. haih,nevermind. this is the first time i sleep at her house. i just get to know her family. me and her family is not to close. because we just know each others right? but we do talk :p  i feel so guilty to do anything x) i hope you know that feelings. 

Okay,so i guess this is the end of my story. Ill post more soon! InsyaAllah :) thanks for reading and i love you alls. muaaaaaaaaaaaahs ;*

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