Thursday, 8 December 2011

small ;(

First of all,Assalammualaikum & Hello.
Yes,my one and only loved kitten. Im suck because i dont have any pictures of my cat in this new laptop. But i got a video of this cutie little pie. http://www.youtube.com/user/MissSHINY7889#p/u/4/HhUomKfRc2k

Okay,so wanna know why  i miss him?
I go to tuition. Its was raining heavily,i try to find small because im so worry abt him. I find like everywhere,i ask everybody and i also do a big poster to put at the shop near my house. I still cant find him till now. I think his gone. Bcos ya, my mom told me that he got hitted by the car. I didnt trust my mom because im fucking down and sad. I really want my kitten back. Till now,im not gonna believe that my kitten HITTED BY A FUCKING BULLSHIT DRIVER. seriously, i love my cat like a love a human. Im a cat lover! Its not a persian cat or whatever. Just a simple normal kitten. But his special, his active. He keep on scratch-ing my hand. I didnt even mind. Bcos ya,i love him. I cried jst now just bcos of this. I seriously miss my cat ;(
thanks for reading (;

Saturday, 3 December 2011

loveeeeeeeees!

Assalammualaikum & Hello everybodeh!


okay,so im going to singapore this 9december. Ill be back on 20december (; daddy,mummy and sisters back to miri on 12december. Well,ill bring my singaporean cousin to miri. Mirian,lets welcome her. haha. now,still thinking where to bring her when she's in miri. maybe parkson eh? lol. i think,singapore is better than miri :/ 
uh oh, i bought a very new blackberry phone! i wanna find torch white but then, my daddy said just bought curve and blah blah. i pity him x) he always buy anything i want. so,ill just buy curve 8520.

                                   
yeappie! it's black and its cute. add me on BBM please? 27BAF88B <--- add add add now.
im just too excited. i cant wait to meet my grandma,grandpa and my family at sg. 
i will miss sheila and esther :p 


friends;
kaaay. so i fight with 'LA' again. she's rude and blah blah. i deleted her on facebook and i wont add her till she said sorry okay? i wont. i just dont like her. she keep on blaming other peoples! the hell? my bestie love my ex? ._. okay. 
                                                                  
thanks for reading (;

Tuesday, 29 November 2011

friends.

arigato. so today im jst gonna talk abt this oneeeeeee special girl. ill never find someone like her (; there's a good and bad part. so,beware? hehe.


good part izzzz :
she's fine,she's cute and beautiful. she understand me much? haha. sometime lah k? not always. she know how to make me laugh. sometime, she understand me and i just love her. eventho we always fight, at last we will forgive & forget. but guess what? this time, i delete her from facebook. im so mean ;( but, she always find me and said sorry or what. so,i forgive her :p


bad part izzzz:
i hate it when we talk,she do her whatever face reactions. like seriously? hahah. and she's annoying sometime (; she love my ex. ok i know,whatever lah. sometime,when we fight, she said like all of my secrets to peoples? perlu kah? -.-' and more. i just dont wanna make her feel down. i love her bah. dah dah enough.


p/s; im just being honest. not mean k? you ask me to be honest. we fight until i delete you on facebook. im just trying to protect you. but you take it wrongly ._. you get it now? i dont wanna fight bah. like seriously? we always fight and just stop it k? im trying to change too. step by step (; im done. bye.
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Monday, 28 November 2011

I'm Sorry :(

Rapheal Jolly
Hai Rapheal. I'm sorry abt the chatbox thingy that day. Im glad that i have you in my life. You're zee best red bitch ever. I love you evil! i dont know why you remove me from your friendlist. maybe you hate me? but whatever it is, ill never ever forget you. im really-really sorry abt that day. everything just fucked up that day. i feel like killing myself -.-' im sorry okay? you're cute chubbeh. i miss to chat with you! please rapheal,im sorry :( remember my name? Sharmine Jolly. remember our jokes and laugh? remember when we gossip abt people? awh. i miss that much. pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase, im sorry :(




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Sunday, 27 November 2011

it's monday!

Assalammualaikum & Hello everybody ;)
so,today is monday and its holiday! i cant wait for next next friday. singapore baby singapore! i can't wait to go shopping. cotton on,topshop and others wait for me okay? and, dad said that he want to buy a new blackberry phone for him. i said,his old blackberry give me laaaaa. then he dont want :'( suddenly, he said ' later we find blackberry for you okay?';) i was like omgggggg serious? haha. im so happy and excited now. waiting for my dad to finish shower. cause im going to shower and go to parkson with him! 
uh oh, i wanna share smthg. you know right, sometime girls feelings change. lol im not playgirl but im confuse with my own feelings. but whatever it is, i still love him okay? i just said that im confuse with my own feeling. nah, just forget abt it. and now, if you're using blackberry, please give me your bbm pin kay? just comment below,tweet me or chat with me in facebook.


and,last night i fight with 'HER' she love my ex but she try to hide it. at last, i think and think, i ask her. do you like my ex? cause the way she treat my ex is so different and romantic. she was like, so worry abt him. i break up with my ex bcos of something private. and then, my ex still love me. but then, 'her' were so worry abt him still loving me and whatever. lol. like seriously? whatever it is, i already settle this thingy last night. i chat with my ex just now and he said, ' i dont love her' okay. now, its depend on her and him. idc anymore abt them, but its look so ugly if i just break up with him and now, my bestfriend love my ex -.- okay enough. bai,
thanks for reading (;

hello.

Assalammualaikum & Hello. To everybody that reading this post, keep on reading. 


I just wanted you to know that, if you're good to me, ill be very good to you. if you're bad to me,ill be very bad to you. Its fair okay? Don't judge me if you dont know me. You maybe know my name but not my story. this is it,my life. full of happy&sad moments (; i love my life. i just dont want to keep enemies.  i'm so emo tonight. idk why but whatever it is, i just want to say sorry to everybody. im sorry if i ever make you mad,cry or sad. i didnt mean to do that. i wanna change to the better person. i know im bad sometimes,i know that im selfish sometime. but whatever it is, for friends,ill do anything. if you know me much,you will know the real me and why you want me. i also can be annoying sometime. that because i want to make you laugh or happy. then, you said im annoying. nevermind,i accept everything. i also got familys,friends & bestfriends problems. i just want to solve everything. but, one by one k? my life,full of bittersweet. yes maybe sometime, i laugh or smile. but, deep inside me ,im dying & sad. i just want to make everybody happy. i want to make everybody smile. but,i cant. i always wanted to help animals and humans. when i grow up,i want to help everybody. i want to have my own money and donate it to the people who need money. i just hope everybody understand my feelings. to be honest, my own family dont understand me. everything,i just keep it in me. sometime, i want to share it somebody. but, i dont trust anybody. well, i also wish i can have a bestfriend that i can share my full life story with. i also wish my parent/sisters understand me.  all i can do is,pray to Allah. i ever think to use hijab & change to the better person. without Allah,im nothing. insyaAllah,ill use hijab and sembahyang 5 waktu. Not too late to change right? (; I just dont want anybody to judge me. Okay,im done. I dont know why i feel like crying. im not an attention seeker. this is what i feel now :'(
thanks for reading (;

hello.

Assalammualaikum & Hello. To everybody that reading this post, keep on reading. 


I just wanted you to know that, if you're good to me, ill be very good to you. if you're bad to me,ill be very bad to you. Its fair okay? Don't judge me if you dont know me. You maybe know my name but not my story. this is it,my life. full of happy&sad moments (; i love my life. i just dont want to keep enemies.  i'm so emo tonight. idk why but whatever it is, i just want to say sorry to everybody. im sorry if i ever make you mad,cry or sad. i didnt mean to do that. i wanna change to the better person. i know im bad sometimes,i know that im selfish sometime. but whatever it is, for friends,ill do anything. if you know me much,you will know the real me and why you want me. i also can be annoying sometime. that because i want to make you laugh or happy. then, you said im annoying. nevermind,i accept everything. i also got familys,friends & bestfriends problems. i just want to solve everything. but, one by one k? my life,full of bittersweet. yes maybe sometime, i laugh or smile. but, deep inside me ,im dying & sad. i just want to make everybody happy. i want to make everybody smile. but,i cant. i always wanted to help animals and humans. when i grow up,i want to help everybody. i want to have my own money and donate it to the people who need money. i just hope everybody understand my feelings. to be honest, my own family dont understand me. everything,i just keep it in me. sometime, i want to share it somebody. but, i dont trust anybody. well, i also wish i can have a bestfriend that i can share my full life story with. i also wish my parent/sisters understand me.  all i can do is,pray to Allah. i ever think to use hijab & change to the better person. without Allah,im nothing. insyaAllah,ill use hijab and sembahyang 5 waktu. Not too late to change right? (; I just dont want anybody to judge me. Okay,im done. I dont know why i feel like crying. im not an attention seeker. this is what i feel no :'(
thanks for reading (;

Saturday, 26 November 2011

outing (:

Hello baby! I'm back :p 
yesterday,outing with ze bestie. sadly,Sheila cant join us cause she's in KL now. Take care baby!
kay,back to the topics. yesterday was so fun and fun fun fun fun! at first, me,lela & esther walk with my smexy mummy. then,we go to starbucks,supersave,reject shop,sugarbun and more! 
and guess what? i meet some of my enemies there. one of them use my clothes bcos,bfore we're so close and we always share each other clothes. she use my clothes and walk with her friends? boo shame on you girl! kenja gik ya :p ops. i dont think so people know the real you. and one of them,fight with me just bcos of her bestfriend. lol. its not my fault but her bestfriend faults (; whatever lah. mummy were so good today and yesterday. she call me 'baby,sayang & darling' hahaha. so sweet okay? im still at lela's house. waiting for mummy to pick me up. then me and mummy go pick daddy up at the airport. STARBUCKS! yaaaaaaaaaay. chocolate cream chip,yummy. i love to update my bloggie now. hope all of you read it and love it k? this is my blog,my story. 


oh uh, attention to my HATERS!
don't judge me,everybody make mistakes & dont judge me by my past cause everybody change :) okay? you dont know what i feel now or what i've been through. so,shut up.
thanks for reading (;

haaai.

Hello loves ones ;) yes,i deleted the posts that I dont like. I changed my background now :p It's simple but nice,right? thanks to LELA for helping me doing mah bloggie. Im at Lela's house now. Sleepoverrrr! now,its 12:19PM and lela is still sleeping. so,i decided to update my cutie pie blog. oh,lela write abt me in her blog. so sweet okay? ill write abt her too. but,not now. I just hope all of you like my background and dont forgot to click the 'follow' button. I just cant wait to go to high school. i'll just ignore the haters and what i want to do when im in high school is, to study hard and make my parent proud of my results. i dont wanna make them sad and cry just because of my results! no i wont okay? promise. ill make both of you proud :) 

oh you know what? lela's brother always make me shock. hahaha :p me,lela,aniel and her brother sleep at the living room. her brother snore out loud then stop aftr that snore out loud again. hahaha make me really shock! i wanna wake lela up. but im scared :p i guess she sleep at 6am eh. haih,nevermind. this is the first time i sleep at her house. i just get to know her family. me and her family is not to close. because we just know each others right? but we do talk :p  i feel so guilty to do anything x) i hope you know that feelings. 


Okay,so i guess this is the end of my story. Ill post more soon! InsyaAllah :) thanks for reading and i love you alls. muaaaaaaaaaaaahs ;*

thanks for reading (;

Monday, 24 October 2011

webcam :)

Yo brezzy! Now,webcaming with my cousin which is Felicia Jane.
I miss her! Can't wait to meet her on December.
Gonna shopping together <3 She's pretty & taken by somebody. HAHAHA.


my cat biteeeeeee me ;( oh that's great.
look at that face over there. SAD FACE.

kimdoneandbye!



thanks for reading (;

Friday, 14 October 2011

BBQ!

Hello&Assalammualaikum.
Today,FRIDAY! We PARTY PARTY IN THE HOUSE xP
BBQ,with my dearest family.
Had so much fun. I cant snap too many pictures.
Busy helping each other :)
So here we go,
the making of ze delicious chicken! DELICIOUS
Put MAGGI SEASONING,Oyster sauce and Pepper :}
Here is it,your delicious chicken is done! xP

Some pictures of us..
Me,
My handsome abang ipar! HAHAHA nia own him.

With my BOYFRIEND! EYSHANNNNNNN 

With Eyshan again ;p So cute.

Awh,i had so much fun today. Can't wait to go Boatclub with Sheila tomorrow.
Gonna be F.U.N!
Im gonna sleep at her house also.
Since my dad is not in Miri.
IM FREEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Now,listening to Never gonna leave this bed-Adam Levine.
while eating my yummy chicken and drinking Vico!
Chatting with Sheila,my brother and others.
I love them ;)
Xoxo! Thanks for reading. That's all for today,
Keep on checking my blog!






thanks for reading (;

Thursday, 13 October 2011

Bestfriends problems come again and again.

First of all,Assalammualaikum& Hello to everybody.

So,bestfriends problems come again and again. Before,i 've lost one of my bestfriends.
Now, I only got two.
They have their own goodness and badness.
Confused. I want a bestfriend that I CAN TRUST WITH ALL MY HEART&SHARE MY WHOLE STORY WITH. Doesnt mean I dont trust them. Its just not 100% yet.
One of them,jealous of me just because of im happy.
Okay I dont care.
I love them. But yeah, I just want you to know that i just want to be HAPPY.
Honestly,im tired protecting both of you. There's too many people complain me and tell me not to friend with both of you.
I still dont care.
And here im, Im tired.
I dont want those effing stupid problems anymore. I just wanna go far far far away.
I think and think.
If im disappear,its look a like that im too stupid not to tell the truth.
I think again and again, Lets be friend only. Not best friend.
I dont think so im gonna have any bestfriends after this.
Just No

Im tired okay.Both of you just dont understand. I know i know i also got the badness and goodness.
But yeah, if i dont love you i will not waste my time on protecting you and solve your problem right?
Well, i just want both of you to know what's B.E.S.T.F.R.I.E.N.D means ;)
I dont care what you wanna said about me after this.
Im ugly? Im. Im bad? Im. 

Just let me decide and think first okay?
Leave me alone :)



thanks for reading (;

Monday, 26 September 2011

I LOVE YOU SHARMINE WANI! ♥

Hi Sha! Lela here. i love you so much. i love to be your bestfriend. hee thanks again syg. saba k sha? dont move to SG. i'll die later. please. me and sheila love you a lot. so be patient. lupakkan apa nok jadi tek. me and Sheila feel the same way too. so Please. dont move. dont do anything bad. you love me and sheila? if yes. be happy then. k yajak la. x tauk mok type pa gik. yg penting. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. hihihi.

with Loves:-
LELAARNIE 

thanks for reading (;

Wednesday, 21 September 2011

Get to know'em ;)

Hello readers! Well Im hereeee again.
Get to know my family! ;)

First,My dad :)
My dad named Mohamad Suhaine but Mosuhafy stand for my dad full name&my late grandpa name :)
He work as a Manning Manager.
He is 43 years old! HAHAH. BUT STILL LOOK LIKE 37 ;p
The greatest father in the world,for me ;)

Second,My beloved mom :)
My mom named Melati :)
She is a house wife.
42 years old,but still look  young ;)
she's singaporean.
& i love her.

Third,My first sister :)
My first sister named,Marshilla.
She has her own Saloon at Kuala Lumpur.
23 years old ;)
she's kind and friendly but when she get angry,dont hope to talk to her xD
& she hate rude people much. You will get a SLAP from her if you act rude to her.

Fourth,My second sister :)
My second sister named,Darcia Marsell.
She still study at Curtin University.
22 years old :)
She's a part of beauty pageant.
kind & kinda not friendly. cause she rarely talk to people :3
If you ask her one question,she will answered 1.LOLOLOL.
uhm,she's a quiet person.

Fifth,My third sister :)
My third sister named, Daniella.
She's still studying.
16 years old ;)
KINDA ANNOYING! HAHAH JUST KIDDING ;D
I loveee her much! Among all  of my sisters,she's the closest one.

Sixth,MEEEEEEE! haha :P
My name is,Sharmine Mosuhafy :P
Still studying.
12 years old now.
I'm friendly&crazy sometime.
I can make people laugh lol ;p

p/s; If you mess up with my family,you will see what you get. So better,BACK OFF! 
Kbye <3 




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