First of all,Assalammualaikum& Hello to everybody.
So,bestfriends problems come again and again. Before,i 've lost one of my bestfriends.
Now, I only got two.
They have their own goodness and badness.
Confused. I want a bestfriend that I CAN TRUST WITH ALL MY HEART&SHARE MY WHOLE STORY WITH. Doesnt mean I dont trust them. Its just not 100% yet.
One of them,jealous of me just because of im happy.
Okay I dont care.
I love them. But yeah, I just want you to know that i just want to be HAPPY.
Honestly,im tired protecting both of you. There's too many people complain me and tell me not to friend with both of you.
I still dont care.
And here im, Im tired.
I dont want those effing stupid problems anymore. I just wanna go far far far away.
I think and think.
If im disappear,its look a like that im too stupid not to tell the truth.
I think again and again, Lets be friend only. Not best friend.
I dont think so im gonna have any bestfriends after this.
Just No
Im tired okay.Both of you just dont understand. I know i know i also got the badness and goodness.
But yeah, if i dont love you i will not waste my time on protecting you and solve your problem right?
Well, i just want both of you to know what's B.E.S.T.F.R.I.E.N.D means ;)
I dont care what you wanna said about me after this.
Im ugly? Im. Im bad? Im.
Just let me decide and think first okay?
Leave me alone :)
thanks for reading (;